I've been hibernating for some time on here, and I apologize for that fact. I've got a ton of deviations and comments lined up, and I haven't had time to check them all... I was... clinging to the past, and trying to get in touch with someone who has more than disregarded me from their life... and I was becoming someone else I used to be, and all in all I was on a downward spiral... it had a horrible climactic ending and I now must sever all ties with that person to move on... part of me hopes that person sees at least how hurt I really was or that I really did care even if my emotions tore apart my ability to express it... but it's all in the past and I need to keep it there. I fell ill from the guilt I found myself in over this, and finally am recovering. I haven't had time to check comments and deviations that are stacked to the heavens now, but I will try to get around to all of it... thanks for being there especially all my *real* friends who have stayed by my side instead of leaving me to the cold. *hugs and kisses to all*